Again up at about 1.30am and went to go and watch TV and was not tired but enjoyed. Back to bed about 3.30 and woke with the 6 am alarm as we need to get to Walton for the 9am review with Chakrakis and we will see the result of the tumour. He was lovely ad told us that this is a primary and ooooooo Grade 4. Not the best of news and again Eleanore and I have to resign to the news and cope. Both have found the stength and I am lucky that I have a second chance albeit a short time.
At about 10.30 we met the consultant oncologist and have now swaped to another team which will be coordinated at Clatterbridge Hospital in the Wirral and that will start withing the next 10 days. It may effect my short memory soif I owe anyone money let them tell me now
We had a great discussion about the treatment which is combined with radiotherapy and them chemo which will be administered by pills which is more convenient. I will have to have a mask made, the Phantom of the Opera, and this will be made precisely will target.
The side effects explained and I will welcome any feeling bad or good as I am alive.
Eleanor and I are now feeling a bit spaced out but it is surreal and I will follow exactly to the instructions. Never again alcohol and I can do that standing on my head. I cannot fly so that is car and trains hopefully through Europe. No problem!
Went for lunch at favorite garden center in Mold and bought some some pansies and took the time to do some planting to cheer up. I am taking a great pleasure just doing this.
I cannot believe how beautiful the weather is – glorious. I have the new parasol coming tomorrow for the decking to shade me from the sun and I still will spend as much time outside as possible.
Looking forward to sis coming on the 29th and we will have a ball.
Now are all ready to start to Bake Off. I see putting on the calories!
Just having a great day!